Tonight I have this new energy. For some reason I'm full of excitement, and just happy about life. I feel as if I'm back to my normal self. Right now I'm not worrying about things, I'm not depressed, I'm not even tired at 5 in the morning. I'm about to read a chapter for my lighting class. And I feel as if I could go the whole day without sleep. This may be temporary but I just don't care. For the first time in a while, I feel really good.